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Jenny’s vision. Me as the model

back2one:

“Desperate Love” I think I could have written the book on it…

kryscros:

This is what happens when you go to a rap show and the only good thing coming from the first couple acts is the musical beats..so in my half drunk state, I decided to right a rap!most likely the only ones who will get this are those who know me and know I’m the MOST ridiculous …ps this was written…

OMG!!! GENIUS!!

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I had been waiting so long for this exact moment.

kryscros:

Clementine, the other white orange. Let me tell you,about a clementine…it’s actually that a lady eats a clementine while the man eats the orange.a clementine can be eaten like a grapefruit..but so can an orange.clementines lack a lot in the ‘skin department’ other than oranges. What would you…

THE BEST THING EVER WRITTEN!!!

Yup…

Yup…

Fire.

One of my all time favorite trance songs. Ferry Corsten - Fire. It’s safe to say this song, and with a little help of my older brother, got me into electronic music. I’ve never connected with this song other than in a positive way. If you listen to it, the meaning is pretty self explanatory. Hits me in such a good place. Is fire supposed to be positive though? As destructive as it can be? Generally no. It’s usually the result of something catastrophic or the beginning of. You connect fire with pain, anger, instability, destruction….but there is a light. Fire is bright, provides warmth, energy and constantly growing, until a lack of oxygen. Interpret it as you will, it is one of nature’s “advocatus diaboli’s” (should that have been pluralized? who cares) ha.

Let me share with you how the fire I feel inside fuels me. I’m young, have a lot to learn about life, but I think I see the world more maturely than most of my peers. Where my intuition came from, I have no idea. Maybe the amazing people I’m surrounded by rub off on me a little bit. THEIR energy keeps me going. I’ve always been interested in what shapes people and all my life I’ve been soul searching for the same thing. I have some pretty awesome memories that I always keep in my back pocket and theres room for plenty more. I have this crazy energy for life and culture. The existence of it has me wanting to know more about the world. I think that’s why I share a tiny bit of interest and/or respect in just about anything. Some things in this world spark that fire inside that gets my adrenaline rushing. Makes me excited and I feel less hesitant about taking risks. How that relates, I don’t know, just felt it was necessary to share. I want to experience so much and right now I feel free and comfortable to do so. As crazy and outgoing as I can be, a part of me is still really shy and nervous. I feel I’m starting to grow out of it. I’m more confident. Don’t know where it came from, but I am thankful and definitely not complaining about it. I walk around more with my head up and a smile on my face. Don’t get me wrong, I have my down days where I battle my thoughts, but overall there is no slowing down for me. So many doors are opening, including the creative ones that I’ve been trying to reach at for so long. Ideas are pouring out left and right that I’m pretty satisfied with. As long as I’m breathing, this fire is going to continue pushing me. I’ve never felt so ambitious and I’m loving every second of it.

Onto the part where the fire has completely wronged me, cheated me, made me think irrational and doubt my feelings. I’ve had several experiences in my young life where my gut and my heart have told me to go down one road and not the other. The completely wrong road. Some shorter than others, thankfully. I’m a pretty emotional person. (Cancers naturally are and I am female. Thanks life, I can only handle so much, ha.) My own instincts have done me wrong. To the point where I am and have been skeptical about what’s real and what’s not. My mind has been on the longest roller coaster and it’s frustrating. How can my own feelings be completely off? Something everyone tells you to go with, your gut. But how can I if it’s burned me several times. Led me to straight misery. The spontaneity of what I’ve battling is keeping me on my toes for sure. It’s teaching me to be patient and not rush anything. I mean is it not the worst to be feeling completely lost, unprepared, defenseless and unappreciated? Especially after working hard mentally to keep myself sane only to be stung and end up back at square one? I guess subconsciously my heart was and is forcing me to travel to places I’ve never been before. To get hurt and move on so I can learn from it. Isn’t that what fire does? Moves with good intentions or not, gains strength, causes destruction until it burns out. As fantastic as I’ve been feeling lately, that fire inside is holding on to a lot of anger. I’ve come to the realization that it’s protecting me and I can’t hate it as much as I want to. I do know when the embers burn out, I’ll be feeling especially confident in who I am, who I strive to be and the decisions I make. Damn Ferry, thanks for making me think hard about this. It’s been real.

Awesome fact of the day - AmoseBroses and I are heading to NYC in a few weeks to see Ferry deejay. I can’t even explain what this means for my life. It’s going to make EVERYTHING.

Oranges…

…the best and worst snack ever? Yes.

Best? they are little sacks of orange juice for crying out loud.

Worst?…They take forever to peel. The rind breaking off in tiny pieces, always spraying juice everywhere, stinging the shit out of tiny cuts on your fingers…(if you nit pick at your cuticles like I do, you know what I mean.) Juice drips everywhere, then you go to separate the pieces and they never do smoothly, like clementines do…you can never get enough of the bitter part of rind off. After nagging and complaining to yourself for 5 minutes, you finally get a piece, eat it. Yess this is the best taste ever!!…SIKE!! There are seeds in here that you have to NOW avoid choking on. You dont want to squeeze the seed out becuase then you’re just wasting more juice. This mess continues on for 15 minutes until done and your left, somewhat satisfied, with super sticky fingers.

The cons outweigh the pros, but its still worth it for some reason….oh maybe because oranges kick ass! Artificially flavored, it’s the worst though. -later.

brilliantlysmashing:

Lately I have been noticing an abnormal amount of hate posts towards the Rev Girls, perhaps it’s because we just released our saucy new photos, or maybe it’s because soccer fans are cranky because of the rain. No matter what the case, you’re all being ridiculous. There are many Revolution fans…

Whoa. A MUST read by everyone. She kills it.

Random Thought.

…Just had a mini epiphany and realized what my life has been riding on lately.

If you can look at any bad situation positively, take the good from it, learn from it, and continue on with optimisim in your future. It makes you fearless.

xoxo.

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GirlTalk. This man is pure genius. First things off, WOW. What an amazing time. The show, the music, the people, the ENERGY. This might be one of the greatest parties I’ve ever been to and I was enjoying it with the best people possible.

…The night started out at Boston Beer Works where we grabbed a few drinks and enjoyed some great food and laughs in typical fashion. While we were heading to the show, I turned to my friend Adam and said, ‘I wonder what the crowd is going to be like here; it’s going to be interesting…’. He agreed. Not to get into the stereotypes but you can always expect a certain crowd at rap or rock show, etc. Even at a club, you can expect people to bump heads at some point, even if they are all out to enjoy the same music/show. We arrived just in time for GirlTalk and let me tell you, judging by the atmosphere alone, I knew this night would be nothing short of spectacular.

For those of you that aren’t familiar with his style. He’s an excellent mash-up DJ. This guy literally mixes every genre of music and knows how to throw a party. He knows how to bring an entire world together! I can’t even tell you how diverse this crowd was and how everyone was feeling it. There were people dressed in the funkiest outfits, people dressed in sweats, every ethnicity was being represented, all ages, every personality type. Some guy came up to me and after a few exchanges he said how excited he was to be there because he heard the show was amazing and knew nothing about GT. I can’t tell if that’s just good marketing, or word is spreading that no matter how crazy he is, GirlTalk can be taken seriously.

We live in a world of self expression nowadays and to see so many types of individuals having an amazing time TOGETHER, honestly can change the world. I cant tell you how many times I stopped to look around and witness everyone enjoying themselves. If anyone could bring peace to in this universe, it’s GirlTalk. What is the one form of communication we have in this world?…Dance? Music?… The ability this guy has to bring a room of hundreds of diverse people together to celebrate life is incredible. He can take other artists music, put it together and make it sound emotional, happy, angry, etc. It’s anything goes here. There’s no drama. There’s no wrong dance move. He puts an arrangement of music on a platter and it’s up to the listener to choose his or her style. How they want to dance or feel the music. How they want to interpret it. How to get oneself to express his or her feelings. You’d look around and everyone would be doing their own thing, to their own sound, with a huge smile on their face. It was one of the greatest experiences I’ve had and I hope I can reciprocate that someday. GirlTalk rules on a deeper level other than just having a good time and I hope HE really knows that. Enjoy xoxo